This is a story of a person, who has lived his inches and depths of life in studies of science stream considering it as Arts rather than science. For such person the Idols became Resonance, Isomerism, Balancing of forces in physics, rotations, Vastness of Organic Chemistry and all that. Such has been my life. I have always been fascinated by immense creativity and ways in which the blocks of memory combine in multitudes of way to bring about new and new recombination.
God in terms of endlessness is such clear if you just make one of the study your life, stretch it to your limits, and you will still be amazed how less it is than what it is!
The more I looked in various wells of artistic subjects like chemistry,maths etc created by mankind, the more I felt how I can create infinite subjects out of almost nothing and go on endlessly pursuing one of them. Such is the beauty of world . . . :)
I developed a certain mastery over a few subjects, but the hard time came in letting go. Letting Go is what is going to come in everyones life, by natural course of growth. When I used to go deep enough in organic chemistry and deep enough in Mathematics, I realized one very unique thing about world. If you go deep enough, even superficially(logically) in just about anything, it is interesting. In that sense, whole world is interesting, but how do I embrace everything?
This understanding of subjects brought me to a conclusion that memory and subjects are not the source of interest which are within me, but the source of interest was rather how I linked the blocks of memory to make a beautiful carpet.
After getting for post-graduation in computational science, I had a break of about 1-2 months during which I saw chemistry books and I still remembered how aldol condensation, isomerism, etc everything happened. It was like an old friend meet for me. But then I realized how I need to let go some things in life, because they are meant to be so.
If you put enormous energy on one thing, then something else and so on . . . . you will be eternally confused as in what you want to do? You will be broken, because memories will pull you here and there.
I guess it is high time we realize that, Important thing is not what we pursue, but with how intensely we pursue, how we put out our head heart,every part ourselves into it, completely. Keep adding few pieces of memory(the lesser the blocks, more the linkage, the more the system is efficient) If you do so, you will see how immensity, intensity will push you to a different level.
So essentially involvement is a ingredient, memory is an ingredient , dissociating for sometimes from memory is a ingredient, and creating right mixture of everything according to individual nature is what will bring out growth out of that person.
Growth which I am talking is not external, but internal process. It is not relative, it is absolute process. External is always relative, Internal is always absolute.
If I take away either memory or involvement or distance from subject, the very thing which you loved the most, will become your biggest frustration or compulsion!
God in terms of endlessness is such clear if you just make one of the study your life, stretch it to your limits, and you will still be amazed how less it is than what it is!
The more I looked in various wells of artistic subjects like chemistry,maths etc created by mankind, the more I felt how I can create infinite subjects out of almost nothing and go on endlessly pursuing one of them. Such is the beauty of world . . . :)
I developed a certain mastery over a few subjects, but the hard time came in letting go. Letting Go is what is going to come in everyones life, by natural course of growth. When I used to go deep enough in organic chemistry and deep enough in Mathematics, I realized one very unique thing about world. If you go deep enough, even superficially(logically) in just about anything, it is interesting. In that sense, whole world is interesting, but how do I embrace everything?
This understanding of subjects brought me to a conclusion that memory and subjects are not the source of interest which are within me, but the source of interest was rather how I linked the blocks of memory to make a beautiful carpet.
After getting for post-graduation in computational science, I had a break of about 1-2 months during which I saw chemistry books and I still remembered how aldol condensation, isomerism, etc everything happened. It was like an old friend meet for me. But then I realized how I need to let go some things in life, because they are meant to be so.
If you put enormous energy on one thing, then something else and so on . . . . you will be eternally confused as in what you want to do? You will be broken, because memories will pull you here and there.
I guess it is high time we realize that, Important thing is not what we pursue, but with how intensely we pursue, how we put out our head heart,every part ourselves into it, completely. Keep adding few pieces of memory(the lesser the blocks, more the linkage, the more the system is efficient) If you do so, you will see how immensity, intensity will push you to a different level.
So essentially involvement is a ingredient, memory is an ingredient , dissociating for sometimes from memory is a ingredient, and creating right mixture of everything according to individual nature is what will bring out growth out of that person.
Growth which I am talking is not external, but internal process. It is not relative, it is absolute process. External is always relative, Internal is always absolute.
If I take away either memory or involvement or distance from subject, the very thing which you loved the most, will become your biggest frustration or compulsion!
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