Needless and Sleepless

In the girth of meditativeness,
I touch a place, soo strange,
where all noises in head settle,
and I hear this quite soo loud.
Almost like in a movie,
where loud screams and sequence of fast forward,
is followed by unusual silence,
Such difficult is it,
to express the quality of silence,
which is beyond words,
silence beyond words,beyond thoughts,
fearless silence penetrating much deeper.
melting and metamorphizing being,
making us experience life beyond,
race,rush,rising and falling,
needless and yet fully awake,
aliveness felt like I am getting younger,
uncaged of few cyclical patterns of mind for moment,
needless and sleepless at same time,
intense without being tense,
all oxymorons coming together,
the basic premise of comparing two things,
is having opinions, prejudices,
liking or disliking something,
having different colors of emotions,emotions,prejudice,
sticking to different thing,
all seems to settle down,
beaten down into silk of clarity,
seemed like big needful break,
from neverending drama,
both beautiful and ugly,
on multiple levels,
without me even realising that there is a way,
to observe it, not just logically,
but by yardstick of experience,
and clarity beyond my nasty cocooning drive,
seem to creep into for few moments.
and still, a lot yet to be clear,
but bewildered by these moments