Fixing up stuff

Sometime's it happens in life,

when you grow up and become ruthless and intelligent,

when you get tired of everything,

and suddenly you realize, 

how beautiful it was ,

how ugly you made by simple logic and compulsiveness,

how beautiful the childhood is,

and how ugly have we made it now,

This formed a doorway in my heart long back ago,

to live a life of a child inside heart and adult inside head.

Having seen through and through life of average Multinational's, the intelligent, the people who handle the pressure's of world and creating more pressure, I realize how empty has life become. The word's of logic without warmth has made a human anesthetic to life process. I mean sometimes I feel, even a butcher is more open to life than MNC's. People have turned professional's, and life has become a never ending race of competition, leg pulling, politics, ego clashes, dominance, stress and what not.  People have got so miserable that the only resort for them is wine and obsessive sexual behavior(OCD). 

I mean what kind of growth is it at the same time I realize that how easy it is to criticize, and how difficult it is to do something.
I am not talking about sweetness or love, I am talking about becoming totally mechanical and cut-off. Atleast one must feel the work he is doing. There is just money and no inspiration for learning experience during some jobs. I have my parent's in Kendriya Vidyalaya, and I see everyone united as a big fat family, they may speak different, but still they are free to express, such healthy and warm relationships I find less and less. We are loosing good things which is unfortunate, see you must be daring and courageous enough to stand away from trends, if they are not enhancing, and choose to be a trendsetter  . . . .

I still think that system's of working have to go through an important transformation . . . .

I was blessed to be in a very remote village of India, in south gujarat for about a month. I mean how simple their life was and how filled with life they were. They didn't watch all episodes of HIMYM or Big Bang theory, but their life is more lively then most of us. You must understand this one fact that one essence that you will find everywhere in Indian subcontinent, is Reverence. India paid reverence to everything. If you go to some old schools of India, you will see how we paid reverence to food, soil, air, sun and anything and everything. Even sexuality was revered and given a beautiful form of marriage. Don't you see the broken and torn lives of people elsewhere?

So going through so many ups and downs in life, I started experimenting on life, tried to go to depths of logic, sink in depths of emotions, and lots and lot's of things.

So these are some practical things which have worked for me, 

1. After a hectic schedule, give your self involved in learning classical music or some classical instrument or play Violin or Flute.

2. To much logic is poison, beware of it. If there is no inspiration and devotion, logic by itself brings a very uneasy sense.

3. Success is important, but more important is the beautiful moments in the process. If you stay stressed out for 100 days for just a day of party and rock and roll, then I am sorry, it will never happen, because what habbit you make, is what you do habitually, if you made the habbit of staying stressed for 100 days, eventually the patterns are going to be repeated more often. I would rather prefer to live all 100 days with inspiration and devotion.

What is more intelligent?

CASE 1: Doing work with stress, abusing yourself and other's, abusing the work itself, life, working with too many people, taking too many opinions, and always trying to run-away.

CASE 2: Work simply, keep very few people near you, paying reverence to work, and care very less about results, simply lovingly and gently trying to make best out of life, living life with such such intensity, going through tough and smooth aspects with such maturity and devotion?

In both case, both are equally capable, but just the way they approach things is different.

I prefer CASE 2, choice is your's.

You can be capable of reaching the destination from A to B by staying inside the car, or sledging and getting dragged by a car. In both ways, you will get capability, and life is NEVER judged by it, life is judged by the process in which you have lived in and out through during the process.

I have seen the most miserable successful people and most warm and compassionate  successful people,  both are successful, but then the choice is your's how to approach, both are the ways during this journey.

After all Journey of Life can end any moment, and thankfully nothing stays forever, today I was watching Harry potter 1st part after many years and I realized how I saw growth of the final ending,  but it ended. So why not be busy making Life a beautiful journey despite all odd's that we encounter . . . ?